Becoming Obsessive...

[ZoeDisney]

This is the best thread ever! I feel so similar to you guys.

 

[Princess Ash]

I got a notification in my email that I had a package downstairs. I started screaming to my bf..."THIS COULD BE IT!!!!!!!!!!"

I then proceeded to SPRINT down the dorm hallway to get to the elevator, danced like I hadda pee while I was in there, power-walked to the mailroom, opened my mailbox combo (my hands are shaking and my heart is beating a hundred miles an hour), I hand them my slip, they get a package................

..........and it's a big brown cardboard contraption holding my last book I needed for school. My bf catches up to me and goes "was it it!??!"

Me..."EPIC. FAIL."


Then I realized later that the next package notification I get will be it!

Until then...back to obsessively checking my emails...

 

[MTEPCOT55]

There is nothing wrong with being obsessive. I've been doodling Mickey ear drawings all over my notes in class ever since I got accepted & that is all I think about

 

[Meg13]

Woot! I'm not the only one! I've been checking my e-mails even more, at all kinds of ridiculous times. And this morning, I felt a little bad about how impatient I'd been, so I listened to Magic Kingdom music to make up for it. I can be such a dork.

 

[Princess Ash]

8:55...let day 14 of obsessive email checking and mail delivery begin in t-minus 5 minutes.

 

[Jelliebean]

8:55...let day 14 of obsessive email checking and mail delivery begin in t-minus 5 minutes.

You all are cracking me up!! Maybe because I am behaving the exact same way. The wait is killlling me. I'm even up north at training camp for my favorite hockey team (that I love almost as much as Disney!!), which should be PLENTY distracting, but, no, I still am checking my email like crazy from my phone inside the arena. Ha ha. We need some help.

 

[lala88]

seriously i love this thread and all of you because it is so nice to have people to talk to about my obsessive behaviors that are just like me. I am at school right now and really not allowed to be on this site but i am because now the obsessive behavior has traveled over to this board. And the whole doodling mickey heads all over your notes I know exactly how you feel i am doing the same thing. It is so funny how we all are so similar.
Day 14 and the official day that they said was the earliest I would hear by is upon us. I know it is going to be majorly obsessive checking of all mail today!
big hugs to everyone on hear today

 

[figment427]

I got a notification in my email that I had a package downstairs. I started screaming to my bf..."THIS COULD BE IT!!!!!!!!!!"

I then proceeded to SPRINT down the dorm hallway to get to the elevator, danced like I hadda pee while I was in there, power-walked to the mailroom, opened my mailbox combo (my hands are shaking and my heart is beating a hundred miles an hour), I hand them my slip, they get a package................

..........and it's a big brown cardboard contraption holding my last book I needed for school. My bf catches up to me and goes "was it it!??!"

Me..."EPIC. FAIL."






Until then...back to obsessively checking my emails...

The EXACT same thing happened to me last year!
Then I realized later that the next package notification I get will be it!

 

[lala88]

p.s. dont worry about the epic fail you had yesterday because i am pretty sure we have all had one like that since we started this whole ordeal of having to wait. And it probobly wont be the last time because i know personally i am setting myself up for a few more of those before the program starts.
I really wish i could focus on school. My next class is also in a computer lab so let the obsessiveness commence!

 

[Jelliebean]

I'm trying so hard not to get excited and to stop being obsessive about it in case I don't get in (which is what happened last session). Because, I was CRUSHED when I got the rejection letter last time. So, I'm REAAALLLYY trying not to get too worked up, but it's not going so well, ha ha. I need HELP, I think!

 

[lala88]

I have never even tried before but i know what you are saying. I tried really hard not to get worked up about it but it really did not work and now i am so excited and, lets say it again, obsessed about it that i know if i dont get in i will not know what to do with myself! Sending pixie dust your way in hopes of entry this time!

 

[Meg13]

Yup, I'm the exact same way. I had to work this morning, and I almost got in trouble for constantly refreshing my e-mail. I'm now sitting in my world geography class, and managed to convince my teacher that I needed to have my laptop out because my existence is based on my getting an e-mail. She finally gave in, so here I sit. I'm just glad of this little support group that makes me feel a little less pathetic.

 

[lala88]

That is amazing!

 

[Jelliebean]

Yup, I'm the exact same way. I had to work this morning, and I almost got in trouble for constantly refreshing my e-mail. I'm now sitting in my world geography class, and managed to convince my teacher that I needed to have my laptop out because my existence is based on my getting an e-mail. She finally gave in, so here I sit. I'm jsut glad of this little support group that makes me feel a little less pathetic.

Ha ha, that is fantastic! Nice work

Thanks, Lala! It's hard not to get worked up, I think, because it's such an exciting opportunity. Good luck, to everybody! I hope we all hear back soon.

 

[Meg13]

Thanks, Lala! It's hard not to get worked up, I think, because it's such an exciting opportunity. Good luck, to everybody! I hope we all hear back soon.

I agree. I don't want to get hugely worked up about it, because I'm sure if I'm not accepted I'll spiral into a slight depression. But it's impossible to keep from building my hopes up! I'll second hearing soon! Some pixie dust for all of us!

 

[Disney_Princess_89]

I have been obssessive too! My boyfriend and I applied and interviewed at the same time. I got my acceptance already but if he doesn't get in then we won't go- so I can't get excited yet because he hasn't gotten anything... basically I've been checking HIS email every 5 minutes and freaking out because he still hasn't gotten everything. It's almost like I haven't gotten accepted yet... lol (it'll be my 2nd time on the cp but his first so I really hope he gets in...)
*Checks email again* *sigh* nope....

But Disney is all I talk about every other sentence seriously lol I gotta stop getting my hopes so high- I don't want to be crushed if he doesn't get in...

 

[lala88]

well i am really glad that you got in so congartulations. But that really does suck about your bf not finding out yet. Hope he finds out soon!

 

[Princess Ash]

Yup, I'm the exact same way. I had to work this morning, and I almost got in trouble for constantly refreshing my e-mail. I'm now sitting in my world geography class, and managed to convince my teacher that I needed to have my laptop out because my existence is based on my getting an e-mail. She finally gave in, so here I sit. I'm just glad of this little support group that makes me feel a little less pathetic.

U convinced your teacher to let you do this:

Brilliant!

I am clandestinely doing this from 1-4. I hope some of you log on!

I woke up this morning and thought...today is the day...

We'll see...

 

[Disney_Princess_89]

Thanks!

I hope you guys get in too!!

 

[Princess Ash]

...The boards are dead tonight.