Finally joining back in!
I watched the first episode, but I didn't have a history with Rachel as I didn't watch last season. So I didn't keep watching. But, usually the last few episodes with the finalists are really good.
But, dang! I miscalculated and missed the hometown visits. Those are often so telling.
Anyway, these are my impressions of the guys. I guess, in a way, I met them for the first time, like Rachel's family did.
Bryan is out to W.I.N. Not win Rachel, out to win the show. He's saying all the "right" fluffy romantic things, that when one is 22, one want's to hear, and thinks
that is what love really is. Like him saying when he first saw her, he fell in love right away. That he knows how she feels about him. That she knows how he feels about her. . . all those codependent phrases - the mind-reading of each other. All the stuff about being IN love, but not what MATURE Love is really about: getting to know someone, knowing each other's values, what's important in life, being on the same track, the same page, understanding how each other really thinks, not what one thinks the other person thinks & feels. Understanding how each other reacts to situations and the crises in life and can they weather the rough times together?
And every time Rachel's family tried to nail him down to specifics, WHAT about her does he love, he couldn't give any specifics. Because he's not there for HER. Him winning the show isn't about her.
Eric is really sweet. Maybe this has been covered already, but I have to wonder if he's a Jehovah's Witness, or something? Like his upbringing or religion is the reason he has only had two
somewhat close relationships with women? And why he has never been in love or even been in a relationship in the last 7 years?
Even Rachel grilled him about it. "You have met a girls parents before, haven't you? You've gotten that far in a romance before?" Can someone fill me in on why there is such a gap and no relationships with women? Was he in a religious seminary? Had he been abused as a child? Was he in jail all that time? Is he a closet gay and really isn't into women, but came onto the show to prove something?
While I think he's really sweet, and he might be there in the long haul of a deeper relationship. I don't know if Rachel wants to "teach" a man how to be in a relationship. I think she wants someone who's a more Alpha male, being able to take charge & lead at times and someone who's already been in love a few times and knows the road ahead of them.
Peter, while he can't commit right now, actually seems to be the most "reality" minded of them all. Him saying, "We haven't been together long enough to REALLY know where this is going and if we truly are right for each other," is RIGHT. I have to wonder if it was edited out or he wasn't allowed to say it, but he should have said to Rachel: "This SHOW is putting on an unnatural time frame on us. If we were by ourselves in real life, we wouldn't be talking marriage at this point, and you wouldn't be demanding a proposal. Look at the statistics of the previous couples who came off this show "engaged" and then their relationship fell apart after a year. (Just long enough to keep the Neil lane ring.
) I give him props for saying WHEN he finally proposes to a woman, he will do it ONCE as she will be the one he marries and that proposal has real meaning of getting married, not "working toward" possibly getting married.
And frankly, when she got so upset that he more than likely won't propose, that is how the majority of desperate to
get married women screw up and end their relationships. They want the PROPOSAL more than being with the man. More than if their relationship is ready for that yet.
I don't think Peter said he is just "dating" her or hanging around with her. He does want marriage to someone. He rightfully thinks they haven't spent enough time together to know enough about each other YET. He's cautiously hesitating for all the reasons that Bryan is rushing forward, not even figuring all that stuff out.