owie!!
I swear...I think I am catching everybody's posts as I read along and than I will come back and "new" posts are in between ones I know I've read...very frustrating.
I have a job interview tomorrow...at 1 PM my time...at a university (not a state run one). I so need a job and to get out of Jim's "reality"....well actually it would be nice to be in his reality for a little bit...where nothing matters but me, my thoughts, my wants.
Some read my facebook status a few days ago of some people shouldn't be parents...it actually wasn't about Jim (I count him as a nonentity parenting wise). Josh has finally come back to us and spent the whole day with us on Thanksgiving at Dixie's house. While asking him what he wanted for Christmas...I found out that he had never gotten anything that wasn't needed under the tree.
Add to that all that I already knew about his "family" just set me off. Then yesterday he was texting me (yes, I am learning how to text just for him) about how he felt he was finally at home.
I was a sappy mess on the light rail...helped brighten a rather gloomy day (3 hr wait to show I've done my volunteer time and to find out that the vouchers they are supposed to have...they don't...but I can always come back next week *spending $4 to get there for them
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